I feel kind of bad because I’ve been thinking about how this guy at the grocery store looked at me earlier tonight. He looked at me like he’d do anything to talk to me and get to know me, get to know me and also rip my clothes off. I’ve been thinking about that a lot because I don’t remember the last time Arash looked at me like that and I wish he would. And it’s not like we had that when we first started dating and it went away over time, it wasn’t there to begin with. It comes with him since he’s such a kind, gentle guy. I don’t know, I guess I just want some spark, some fire.
I am three classes from graduating with my two bachelors but my dad can’t help me out with the portion of tuition he normally does.
He let me know today. Today as in 13 days from when the bill is due.
Three classes away and I won’t be attending UCSC in the fall. What the fuck am I supposed to do with that?
hello, bruised knuckles
despite all my problems and insecurities
despite the burdens I carry on my shoulders
despite being 40k (and counting) in debt
I am still hopeful
the white board that once helped me survive the organic chemistry series is now helping me memorize drink recipes
just bought my first vibrator lmao just thought I’d share
Cyrillic alphabet stickers for my keyboard. About damn time!
wow, people are fucking annoying
Update: Got an A on the human anatomy lab exam I thought I was going to bomb. I never give myself enough credit.
I just want to sleep but I have a human anatomy lab exam in about 40 minutes. I got way too arrogant after doing so well on the first one and now I’m about to bomb this one. It’s worth ~8% of our grade, so I’m not in too bad of shape, but still.
Also, my tattoo is peeling and so itchy.
Also also, I got CPR and first aid certified today. Woo!
I got the first of (hopefully) two sessions on my tattoo done yesterday.
when I got my first one done, the itch was unreal. I have never wanted to scratch an area so intensely in my entire life. And this tattoo is at least 4x bigger so this is going to be rreeeeally fun.
So I may or not be in love w tinashe
so strange to look back on the loves of your life…
a part of me wants to sit down with the two of them (separately) and catch up. but then the bigger part of me wants to shove cacti up their asses and kick them while they’re down. I didn’t deserve what they did to me. but that’s life I suppose.
It gets better.
aging conor oberst looks more and more like my biological dad
well THIS LITTLE STUBBORN SMART-ASS LADY GOT STRAIGHT As IN HER CLASSES LAST QUARTER
eukaryotic genetics 5-unit lab, adv topics in cell biology, developmental psychopathology, and psychology & evolutionary theory.
Feels so great to have straight, solid As and no dinky, annoying minuses :)))